Sextory by séty rixe on amazon music
New York’s Sex Diaries series asks anonymous thành phố dwellers lớn record a week in their sex lives — with comic, tragic, often sexy, and always revealing results.
New York’s Sex Diaries series asks anonymous thành phố dwellers to lớn record a week in their sex lives — with comic, tragic, often sexy, và always revealing results.
This week, a woman wondering if that man she hooked up with years ago is still interested: 29, single, Massachusetts.
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9:30 a.m. It’s Wednesday, my day to lớn sleep in. I was up until 2:30 working; I’m a newspaper editor, & there’s been a lot of news to keep up with, of course. I’ve sầu been working from home page since March, which I haven’t been thrilled about — it’s lonely, và hard lớn find motivation at times — but I am so thankful lớn still have sầu a job in this economy, which has hit the newspaper industry hard.
I’m relieved that today, the hardest task I have will be lớn proofread the pages before they go khổng lồ print. Later, I’m having lunch with my best friend, then my boyfriover is coming over for dinner.
12:18 p.m. My boyfriover, Aaron, sends me a Snapchat video. He’s naked, standing in front of the bathroom mirror. I bite my lip, thinking about seeing hlặng later.
We’ve been together for about four months; we met online. I’ve sầu been having doubts about our relationship’s future potential, but we have sầu amazing sex, & I’m going to lớn keep enjoying that while we try lớn work through some communication issues.
1:30 p.m. I meet my best friover, Rhonda, for lunch at a tea & crêpes house. We sit at a table outside và are the only ones there, so it’s the perfect opportunity to lớn dish. She tells me she’s concerned about her boyfriend’s drinking. I tell her about arguing with Aaron recently.
4:50 p.m. Aaron comes over. We make out on the couch & cuddle in bed for an hour and a half. Later we pick up sushi và drive sầu lớn one of my favorite views on top of a hill, overlooking the valley. It’s lãng mạn, và the sunphối is gorgeous. We go baông xã into town after for ice cream và people-watching.
10:30 p.m. We’re both tired & horny. We get ready for bed, & since I sleep naked, it doesn’t take long for hyên khổng lồ start touching me. He’s 38, almost ten years older than me, và he is one of the best lovers I’ve ever had. I rub myself while he fucks me missionary until I come, which only takes about ten minutes. He tells me he doesn’t want to come just yet, so he flips me over and fucks me from behind, grabbing my hips while slapping my ass. It’s hot.
8:trăng tròn a.m. I wake up with his arms around me. He says he wants to lớn fool around “for a minute,” which does not kết thúc up being a minute.
I’m a few minutes late for my appointment lớn get a laser treatment for my rosacea. They ask me khổng lồ wait for another appointment, in half an hour, và I’m irritated. Aaron asks if there’s anything he can vày lớn help. I say, next time, please don’t instigate fooling around before we have khổng lồ leave sầu to be somewhere. He’s immediately defensive & we argue in the car ride trang chính. When I tell him I’m getting angry and need lớn stop talking for now, he ignores my request và continues his monologue. I’m fuming.
When he leaves to go bachồng to lớn his house, he tells me I’m “pushing everyone away,” including him, & walks out the door. I’m hurt, but not surprised by his tendency toward dramatics.
11:30 a.m. I hotline my staff writer to talk about stories for next week. He’s short on ideas, & I’m a little stressed, hoping we can find enough nội dung.
3 p.m. I tell my therapist about the argument with Aaron earlier. She says it sounds lượt thích he was “being very dramatic” and highly defensive, but that she can only coach me, not him. I have a bad feeling in my gut, và part of me wonders if it’s only a matter of time until we break up.
6 p.m. Mow the lawn, weed the garden.
9 p.m. I’m watching Downton Abbey reruns and eating sushi leftovers. Aaron usually responds to lớn my texts within seconds, but now, when I ask if he wants khổng lồ talk after I eat, his responses are slow and abrupt. “I’m available later,” he says, but doesn’t specify when, so I ask. After another 20 minutes of silence I tell hlặng I’m getting tired & we can talk more tomorrow.
8:đôi mươi a.m. Make coffee, get ready, start answering emails.
10 a.m. Alcoholics Anonymous meeting via Zoom. I’ve sầu been in recovery for two years, & it’s made a world of difference in my self-esteem & overall quality of life. It’s nice khổng lồ see familiar faces through the screen, including one friend I haven’t seen in a while.
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11 a.m. Editorial meeting for work, also via Zoom. Two of my male colleagues are serious mansplainers & regularly interrupt the female editors, including me, and it’s hard lớn sit there and not roll my eyes as they talk on and on.
12:trăng tròn p.m. Aaron FaceTimed me when I was in my work meeting, so I hotline hyên ổn baông xã. He’s sitting in his oto, waiting for his teenage daughter khổng lồ finish her dentist appointment. We chat for a minute, then start to talk about yesterday, but he sees her walking bachồng to lớn the car & has khổng lồ hang up. He says he’ll talk to lớn me tonight, after she goes to lớn bed.
3:30 p.m. Errands, including getting a oto inspection, which thankfully only takes ten minutes. Aaron sends me a Snapchat đoạn Clip from his friends’ house. He shows me temporary tattoos of sharks all over the arm of his friends’ 3-year-old son. It’s cute, but we’re both still upset about yesterday, and our communication feels tense.
7 p.m. Dinner while watching Downton Abbey. I DoorDash over an ice-cream sundae, too. I need comfort food.
10:30 p.m. I’ve sầu texted Aaron a few times, but he doesn’t respond.
I start thinking about former hookups who could become options khổng lồ me again if Aaron and I break up. The weekend before the shutdown in March, I’d gone dancing with friends and got phone numbers from three attractive guys. They all live sầu near Boston, more than an hour away. But the hotkiểm tra one, a guy who said he liked my eye liên hệ on the dance floor, had offered to drive sầu out and meet me for brunch. Maybe he’d still be up for it?
10:45 p.m. I get out my vibrator và masturbate while thinking about getting fucked by the guy I met nhảy.
9:40 a.m. It’s Saturday. Aaron texts and says he can chat now. I FaceTime hyên ổn and say I wished he’d let me know when he was không tính phí lớn talk last night, like he does every Friday night when he has his daughter. He says he’d tried lớn start a conversation with me last night, but that it took me a while to respond (it was only half an hour — I texted baông chồng at 9:40, when I knew he’d be up still). To try to circumvent his defensiveness, I ask if he can repeat baông xã what he heard me saying, so I know he understood. He tells me I’m being controlling.
“This isn’t working out. This is an issue that’s going to follow you your whole life,” he says as my mouth hangs open in awe and anger. He follows with, “I’m hanging up.”
He sends me multiple TL;DR messages to reiterate that he’s upmix, one starting with, “This relationship isn’t working. It’s fine if you want lớn blame it on me. I’m okay with that.”
In the shower, I try khổng lồ relax. I want to feel my feelings without denying them, but I don’t want lớn ruminate over our conversations, either.
12 p.m. Playing lots of Lana Del Rey và scrolling through my phone. I see that Instagram has suggested I follow the tài khoản of someone I went on a few dates with three years ago but wasn’t interested in. Apparently, since then, he’s moved khổng lồ Los Angeles, got married to a beautiful woman, và has adopted a dog. Time to put the phone down.
1:30 p.m. My mom meets me at my house, & we drive sầu inkhổng lồ town for lunch. I tell her about the breakup with Aaron. She just met hyên last weekend, when I brought hlặng along for her birthday dinner. She liked hyên, but she understands when I tell her what had been happening.
8:30 p.m. I’m horny and need some găng relief. I get out my vibrator và my extra thiông xã dilvày and think about a one-night stand I had a few years ago. He’s a waiter at a restaurant near me, and he would text me to hang out periodically, but I usually have a boyfrikết thúc. I haven’t been available until now — but of course, there is social distancing.
10 a.m. “Good morning,” Aaron texts. “Morning,” I say. “When is a good time to lớn exchange our stuff today?” he asks, coldly. He says he has a commitment from 1 to lớn 2 but is không tính tiền otherwise.
3 p.m. We meet in the parking lot of a store halfway in-between our houses. He’s already there when I arrive sầu. I get out of my oto with a bag of his clothes in my hvà. He walks over và hands me a bag with my bathing suits and underwear, then asks if he can hug me. I nod. He puts his arms around me và starts sobbing. Usually, he tries khổng lồ hide if he’s crying, but there’s no hiding this. After a minute or so, he pulls away abruptly và says he “can’t do this,” then gets inkhổng lồ his oto & leaves.
8:30 a.m. It’s Monday. I’m almost thankful for the distraction, getting baông chồng into lớn the grind of writing & editing stories. I cried some last night, especially going to bed alone again, feeling the weight of the loss.
2 p.m. Someone I matched with on OkCupid earlier this spring sends me a friend request on Facebook. I’m not ready khổng lồ dive inlớn dating again so soon, but I’m intrigued by the washboard abs he’s sporting in his recent vacation pictures, so I accept.
10 p.m. I FaceTime two of my best friends và tell them about the breakup. They’re supportive and affirm my feelings. I’m sad lớn have lost my relationship with Aaron, because I did love him. But I don’t want to lớn settle, either; I want a love sầu that makes me feel even stronger, and valued & cared for, và I didn’t feel that way with Aaron when it came down khổng lồ it.
1:15 p.m. I finish proofreading the pages for one of my newspapers. Normally, on proofing days, I’d send a Snapchat video clip of the proof khổng lồ Aaron, & I feel a twinge of sadness.
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5 p.m. I reward myself at the end of the workday by skateboarding with one of my friends. We get takeout from my favorite Mexican restaurant and eat on a bench outside. Although I’m still sad, I’m grateful khổng lồ have sầu friends who show up for me. They give sầu me faith that no matter how crappy I feel right now, someday I’ll find someone who cherishes me the same way I cherish them.
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